Falling to pieces!

I feel like I am falling apart and sure how to fix it!! This past mouth or more has been hard. It all started out with the sewage over flowing and the girl that lived next to me asked to stay close so I could hear what was being said. It was getting bad I did not see how yelling like they were was fixing anything so I really believe in my heart that it was best if I step in and try to calm them down I was not on any side and I said so but the owner started to yell and start putting me down and I did call her a B*tch after she say I did something I did not do and had just told her I did not! Then she jump in my face talking sh*t taking my safe zone away from me it gone now (I thank god that I was to busy to caught it Before I would have black out and freak out)
Now every time I hear her voice I have a anxiety attack It has got to the point that the
anxiety attacks are on stop. I have always anxiety attacks and been scared to go places but when I went to the doctor's office it was so bad I don't remember it EVER being that bad even my doctor said she had never see me that bad. Now we have to move cause of the mod in here and my so-called mom has C.O.P.D. and the heath people said that we have to throw everything away there people can't just buy everything new and she will not leave us alone the lease she wanted us to sign is so past I don't even know how to write that down but telling kids they can't play here or that they can not have birthday party's or they they can walk in your apartment when ever they want I will never get my safety zone back.
Then I have someone close to me going back to their old way by putting badly and like said yesterday I not going to do anything but she push me closer to my death she is so lucky I made a promise to my brother to stay store that is what has help me make it this long!!! I don't know if someone or who heard what I said but I had a lady from Texas Adult Protective Services and 2 cops show up at my door after it was dark (Which scared me) asking if I was ok and taking my meds and taking pictures of my apartment to see and show their boss how I am living! I know that they came to help me but it pisses out that I was doing good but because someone or some people think if you are Bipolar and or you have a Learning Disorder that you are weak and easy to take your anger out on cause they had a bad day. It not right and I wish it would STOP!!!!! I might be damaged or not as smart as everybody else does not give them the right!!!!!!!
http://www.kiiitv.com/story/15190552/sewage-floods-apartment-complex-residents-seek-help then I was stupid